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I am a man However, some time ago I lost my job, but also his own sense of self that point to the good feeling discarded. I think in front of a gray, his eyes almost burst out Zhang's eyeball, and did not see a trace of light. Only feel sore on the eyes, ears numb, are not listening to beck and call, and I think this is probably too long I do not want to talk reason. If a company did not mind eating and sleeping, then certainly to talk less, because there is no heart in the head there is nothing worthwhile to say something. But the more we do not say, and my heart more, the more the more things to struggle from the. Even more depressing is that no side can complain and talk to me. The more there is no more to say, it took more and more hold in my heart almost exploded. All of a sudden I found myself twenty-four years old,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], while there is not even female. If no women are not always terrible, terrible thing is there have been. If you have tried to like the taste of the beef, but now you vegetarian every day, but before the shaking cow every day, I think it must be is a very crazy thing. But your money is a little guy, can not afford to buy, even as your decadence, beef also hope you have a tremble,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], think about the pain if there is anything worse than this expert difficult to accept. Sometimes I am afraid, afraid that they will double in the mental and physical collapse under the pressure, or do not normal, mental collapse; or do not, physical collapse.
has said: When a heart is not good when the days are gray. Now my sky is gray, gray, spread over my heart, let my heart too dark. But I do not understand is that in the end is a gray day into my heart or my disheartened into the sky? What day is active, or my heart is active? I remember a saying that Wang Ming: Yu see this flower, this flower with you in the same place; thy do not look at this flower, this flower with you Death! Down to meet my heart. This also makes me doubt their own with sufficient evidence, because I always suspected that my heart and live for. That is my only surviving heart and all my actions because of the activities of the heart, not the psychological dynamic I'm nothing. And I have always thought the most attention, that is all I thought, thought is the driving force behind my life. I ------ clearly is an idealist. And now my exact feelings, let me feel that they have entered a loss, the loss of a thick and misty. I, I do not know how to move the feet? !
But good news is, although I have lost can chat with friends, and friends can talk about my own mental words, even the words crazy incoherently kind. More good news is, friends do not put out a bunch of big deal to me and denounced, because then I would not accept it. For example, if one of your friends write to you to borrow some money, but you give him back a letter full of how he encouraged self-reliance to the letter, then you are doomed to a lifetime of friends just your own, that friend is in any case accept the can not. And my friend just told me about her own affairs, she said: \a family to rely on their own to support, how hard the hardships of life, you can imagine out of it? Friends Love broke up not long, but also a major blow to me, even friends cheated my money. The second year I and by doctors misdiagnosed as terminal illness, a stuffy atmosphere in the grief spent the whole three years. you know how to think I was? I think that although I was a girl, but I definitely have to live in than any strong, I had to struggle to win back all that belongs to me, because I know the pain will pass and the disaster will be over, but the joy of my heart forever. as long as what you are looking to open, then no matter what the difficulties are is not difficult to enjoy all of the known. Now I can not say that I work, but at least I had the happiness than before and more. \because she knows I'm not stupid, because we all know some things that came out a little more often than that can make a thorough understand the truth.
although not always I feel good though, although the loss of pain, but never thought of their own Province, never thought about whether to do the right, never thought he should or should not go for something worthwhile from the abandon myself. I always feel my pain Do not come over all big, is more than any past wrong; I always feel that loss than any of my past should be, more than any matter of course; I always feel that life treat me so unfair, life give me too much suffering. I never thought I could not go to the how to dispel it, how to own the life given to the suffering of my power to survive into their own how to go about with a sense of balance to make their own better into the surrounding environment? Now, I know the pain of my so-called so-called loss,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the so-called suffering, the experience in front of friends do not count anything, at best, only a bit to drink ice cold when the teeth, eat, play a little hiccup it. Moreover, friends or a girl, a girl I do not as strong?
I should be strong, because I was. With the sentence the words: I am a Man! Man to man way of doing things should be, man should have a man of potential. Cowardly, sink, fall and escape are not man's dictionary to find the. , Perseverance, courage, most of the grid should be the man best summed. Husband should be doing his own, and holed up in cafes or holed up in a home that is not man's. Man should charge forward, they should face the hail of bullets forest, fighting to be high at any time, any time they should have the heart and mind have Aoao look. Sometimes the wolf man to do, not only against the enemy relentlessly, and we also have hard; man wolves often have to do to calm witty,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], agile clever; man have to do when the wolf, to be resolute courage, Copper, Iron Bone .
husband has been in my mind the most powerful song to sing! And I, although the tone deaf, though his voice broke, I still face the mountains, facing the river, in the face of all of the group, loudly shouting: I'm a Man! I am a Man! I was purely the end of the Man! If you think that I am not a man who,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I'll pull son, let him look, and then talk to him desperately.





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