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Rummaging around, organization code certificate is not found, find is a diary does not cover, date from the second half of 2006 to the first half of 2007 was written by my husband L, written in the history of his love [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], A former girlfriend of his love history (call her A, right)
A, finally remembered the name, she is like a knife like a very unexpected pierce my heart, pain pain! Before, I thought later, passed it!
L are written in that part of the record and she recognized that the process of falling in love to love, more to like fiction: the appointment time, place, her dress, are very clear description of cheerful, kiss of love, in love sex, couples in love, so who can not read does not envy.
buy her a necklace or ring, this thing really started to really hurt me. Necklaces, rings, for me is such a big irony, we pick out a wedding ring when, in fact, L does not want to buy, you may feel no need to it, later said he agreed to buy I just buy one on the line [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], to buy a wedding ring ? ? ? ? I certainly do not agree, there is no way he could only agree to buy two, love and not love, they may be able to make a point instructions.
I have always felt I was raised a good woman, the only non-material needs emotional satisfaction, a word can make us happy enough to life the kind of woman.
If people with a love of my life with people I love, no matter how tough I can take.
I never knew our marriage would not love, and today I suddenly discovered that our marriage is only marriage, not love. May be that the only hope lies in the children, I have entrusted it? I pinned it? With my personality I would not sustenance.
life bit by bit, knowing very cruel, but also to go through ... ...
I really want a little romantic love and marriage, but I did not, not L will not, he refused to give. His diary is a romantic color, his soul is to the romantic, but what people remember it ... ...
in Sichuan, a valentine day, in fact, he knew, but he was no response. He went out to play with other people, and he came back for the valentine day things that I get angry, they go out and buy a large bunch of roses for me, I received, and then dropped from the eighth floor window directly, and I do not care that types of compensation.
over Women's Day or birthday, he picked up several flower plastic flower on either, or to buy three roses, a special note among the three, one gave me a birthday this year, and the other two birthday next year and the year after I gave earlier, so often sent out. And only one I remember, but the birth time is wrong, this is the difference between love and not love.
L birthday this year, I sent in the making early on what gift to him, later determined to send badminton rackets, I Jiaoa Fen sister to accompany me to buy it all in mind a few days on the gifts.
to give when I bought L, my joy was gradually lost his cool while away from his face can not see the slightest surprise, or even to thank all.
the difference between love and not love:
middle of the night when you're not home, you will not receive his phone call you get home, you do not take that kind of thing,
when the two are in two, no greeting [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], no miss,
when they eat, before a dinner table, one sitting in front of the computer.
when sleeping at night, are you fast asleep, he went to bed.
When you were born illness, no companionship, no details of the relationship too much to ask, do not look at your medical history, do not understand your condition.
When you encounter any unexpected events suddenly scream, not the first time ran,
another way when you change the cooking for him when he was little appetite,
my marriage Only marriage without love, I am L wife, but not his wife!
Today is indeed my experience to.
repine it? Acknowledge your fate, fatalism it ... ... [link widoczny dla zalogowanych]!
2010-07-27 The day really made me heartache!