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In the Bowl


<td class=\like a ghost town, the sky is dark. The California Beef Noodle red signs quiet warm, open the shop I am a man eating noodles in a large population, pockets of the bus is half past seven. Gaunt, eyes focus shine.
big customer in the steep mountain road running through the tunnel one by one, looking out the window is never seen in the thriller, vertical cliffs, a bottomless abyss. I fell asleep by the back, sleep is unparalleled tear on the cheek, she said, Ann, and I was carrying his child, he had other people there. She said, Ann, you come to claim me. I opened my eyes feel the tears flow traces around with my aunt asked them about the strange voice, you all right! I have a sense of loss and laughter, the tears flowing into the mouth, bitter desolate, come to dream, I have thousands of miles away.
should be in yesterday's last night, unparalleled on the phone crying out that aboriginal words. Bright stars outside the window, but I burst into tears and desperate to pick up the luggage, for the first time felt slight. How rich life and tenacity needed to calmly deal with all off guard. That had to sleep in my bunk sister, Viola good, but why always never quite appreciate her.
night twists and turns, pulls out and delete the phone number, I promise you, not to inform the other sisters, then they would keep its promise. I can only say to some people, those who previously did not, the future and your life can not have any intersection of the person. They can comfort me, but can not share my grief.
leave, the transition. Qingdao humid summer afternoon, two or three hot, square train station ticket office on the concrete floor in front of the colored people sit Tangtang. I bought a butt sitting in Entertainment Weekly, the star also has a lot of thinking to do well, so many in the crowd thinking how can I find a seat without the Lord, thinking strange city far away I would give another enough to bring comfort to people. When the train started the joints in my car and the mother-daughter trio from Shangqiu talk softly, under your butt is a large front page photo of a star. Looking out the car window two straight lines, accompanied by but never lonely intersection, not even the shadow of the birds had only a glimpse. The sky is blue and gray, the clouds disappeared. Riding Alone for Thousands of Miles then Guan Yu is defected, and I can be considered hardships Stars salvation today?
the phone a few days ago she was drying her happiness to me, laid-back life of wanton, thousands of pieces of the necklace, at the end of the wedding ... ... grand Blue King, happiness. Life is like this is just July and August weather, the sun is shining just yet, the moment will be heavy rain. Carriage walk to and fro the summer holidays children, young face, clean smile. I have also slightly worried about, after all, universal child just graduated a year, fine why so fast. Or, really hit the rich, the less than hide it!
last year at this time, we rode the wind graduation separate ways. That time, the Warriors have taken drugs in Shenyang has a salesman's job. I am staying at friend's apartment mood tossing and turning. The size of Simon near East, adjacent to South Lake Park, friends spare, empty room, the host is a computer voice and I know what to do Weng Weng sigh. Finally, the last, after all, did not escape off all their resistance, into the others seem a perfect ending, nine to five, bored.
was removed several times already after a few months, the sisters asked each other, no one unparalleled in the news. Only to face the world, we leg to stand on, difficult, do nothing except feel bad. Sisters often talked about her, everyone's pretty good and stable situation, where only you people worried. Later, I heard there is a change from the big sister of the work, there has been a boyfriend. Can always relax, there is always a good thing to take care of a person, you secretly wish he could understand all of the good.
a few months ago, her message to suddenly up, planning to defect to the University with a buddy. Sister spoken of the students I heard, I heard that is a product of the agent was doing, wind and water. University of admiration when the girl, with the tutor can support its own to send money to her boyfriend. Thus, Xu Xi family atmosphere back into, lamented that her mediocrity. Defected and eventually became a reality unparalleled, when she lamented on the phone, in Shenyang had what day it is. I seem to re-nest on the sofa I saw was dubbed with intermittent neurological disease unparalleled excitement, agitation, hearty laughter.
I think this is the end of the story, happy and peaceful life, palm warm lover. But, despite drastic changes, unexpected. Just three days ago, she was called supper and I chat on the way home, marriage, and now they tearful complaints of a man betrayed and abandoned. those lightly dancing
lies, close your eyes and pretend I did not see
Third Sister SMS received, she said, Ann, where have you been, how these days are not on the web. Lili was floating in the sky is light rain, looked down and there were great drops of tears fall, I'm sorry for only one person seems. Desolate little small park asked me, Ann, Qingdao has no such lake. I lowered my eyes focus on the lower radius of the point of view, but one hundred meters in a pool of muddy water, lightly answer such questions moot, Qingdao relatively poor,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], only the sea. Then they laughed, I smiled. Smile insensitive, bitter smile displaced.
I said, tomorrow I will leave. Warriors have my eyes do not understand the silence. Openings left my former classmate who is small and perhaps also the Heishou who I call brother. But I think that two days back the years, like a big dream, trance unclear.
day I saw unparalleled in the station, her right hand holding a cell phone, left hand on the strange man's hands. At that moment I suddenly felt rush of a thousand miles is a big deal, but farce. Sun in the sky, they took me in the direction to travel on the road without shaking, and said to find a place to eat. My face is clear tired to run around, I said, I'm tired just want to sleep unparalleled, to where you live it. She said that far from here, or eat a little rice. My legs drag the desolate, suspicion, like flying over the front of the rabbit. Roadside restaurant to eat a little more than two hours of meals, mouth wound memories of the years, even after eating a bag of cups in the messy seeds.
bus all the way along the road east out of the city, passing through wild and free of corn. The rabbit has been more than jumping in front of me, her shopping bag of sanitary napkins, the way she pick and choose in the supermarket, and even her T-shirt and pants, or I'll graduate from last year, she spent tens of dollars buy cheap ... ... thrift is a virtue, but this is not the style has been unparalleled.
night, I was still strange to walk the streets aimlessly. Dinner is a dark place to a small restaurant, the innermost of the small rooms. Rice to usher in a long time not seen in the middle of a small, still smart and neat, more hypocrisy perfunctory. Status to meet the happy talk, talk about the future ambitions of times. Is intended to end marriage, said to be ready to buy apartments in Dalian, said that her boyfriend by a graduate student has been educated in the company into the shares. I bowed my head and smiled lightly, and I know that I have met do not want to face things, had always known,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but in the spread, I still kept comforting myself, no, no.
small novel, Ann, when I go to school like your character, what things will haunt you long to help. Now you unparalleled in the study of a project, has been indecisive so for you to help her look. Tears are the silent, just can not stop, I said, so unique and what are no longer important, the fact is that you lied to me, for whatever reason. Small, say, Ann, I did not think you feeling so vulnerable, why lie to you because of unparalleled trust, because she believes she can help you, this is a white lie. I look down and tear a smile.
said, people only see the opium dream of all do not see their own demise. But I can not get on why college graduates have competent and in this desolate little town on the meteoric rise of the dream start. Do you have to see what an entity Why can relax. Between words is all a little playful. Market economy, businesses are booming, the industry than there is no lack strong dragon. I am not engaged in industrial work, but always tells me to be something, what would make a profit. Rather than what seventy seventy three lines outside the line, what national pilot industry, what he could not understand, only a personal visit will understand. Nothing other than empty nothingness.
broke up the dinner meal, the ultimate goal of the night side of the road twenty dollars a night is a small hostel. On the second floor bathroom in the corner of the narrow, cool cell phone screen flashing light in the dark, I admit that I fear, many novel Joe TV segment surfaced in my mind, I really think if something happens I still can at least help to the outside world the ability to animate the first time I found a small cell phone actually gave me such a great sense of security. The closest person I have and allows the people to teach me what is unpredictable.
unparalleled in my side has been breathing evenly, and my skin on white sheets in the nervous itching. Perhaps we have not is who I've been, if close your eyes, can return to the past quarters upstairs shop crowded warm little bed to sleep. Then next door was a set look for a set of Detective Di Renjie, it Qian Shanwan soul-stirring theme song, a good wind good emotional dream Song of the Month. I think I complained all that busy vulgar, the original plain and stability is a blessing.
second day of the hotel, I converted the channels aimlessly. This is what I have never experienced the dialogue several times made me crazy.
I just want her to tell me these days, what she made.
word, and inspections.
words, he could not understand.
I said, then what did you do yesterday, say that to understand. The station to meet me, and eat, then come here. Just simple descriptions, and did not understand the truth.
the so-called hopeless, but it was like this it?
I tried. Screen to open near me who is she, then you can leave a clear conscience!
had forgotten not as difficult as imagined
five in the morning, get out of bed a little turn on the TV. I opened my eyes dim, the ceiling is a pale blood loss. Why this is the last effort, seize as much time lobbying.
wash hair,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and makes tracing looks. Face is a smile, the tears flow to the heart. low
shop operators turned a few blocks, the greasy taste good on the desktop dumplings. Little rough paper napkin with a wipe in the table, she said, Ann, do you remember the time when the school went out for dinner before I have to wipe the table first. I looked up sad, can not remember how long ago the noodles to three dollars can be spared the stomach luxury meet. Or I was really old, numb, corruption, and therefore can not have to like them a bowl of noodles to a large population with drinking of pride.
also said to retain a small case, she said, a friend let Ann, if you go home, how this place. The man said, Ann, you always said you and unparalleled feeling good, but take a trip where she lived did not even ask. I put down the bowl to check out the boss. I is not never asked, but who is she again dodged. And his little nothing for me, life is rush, passing million. Hardships and then really made me starry night Ganchangcunduan man is unparalleled. However, my sad and melancholy she has fully appreciate?
long road, no stop sign.
I asked passers-by where the car can wait to Changzhi. Around a unique and her boyfriend, as well as small. But they have been repeated vague so I do not see that word.
car was crowded, all the way to silent. When I bought the tickets to Zhengzhou, little is still doing the last stay, she said, give me five minutes. I faint smile, the car is there, after no period.
unparalleled said, back to Qingdao to take good care of yourself. I stream a lot of tears, for fear of the unparalleled joy of surviving, or not known.
luxury bus in the last row of old friends I call tell the various days. Lili out of the window is the rain, tears surging, silent. Come and gone, all alone. I think of all the previous plan, one of them back to Qingdao with unparalleled, at least that is my familiar city, at least there I can help people. However, the ending, I almost do not even bring themselves back.
railway station full of people. I think two days ago I arrived that morning in the gray background of a person indifferent rush me back. The way out, the backlog was actually depressed lingering heart. Frustration and exhaustion that I eat a hamburger, and a cup of honey with two St., after tea, as always, are still not swept away. Kentucky Fried Chicken store to my colleagues received a noisy phone, that I frequently complain about stability of the world actually have a warm heart.
Yes, I want to go back.
at seven o'clock train.
Cangkou station.
people around to the side around. I see from the windows tilt to his mouth smile.
Lili's raining all the way from one to another evening at dusk,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], from Zhengzhou to Qingdao, has been the next stop. I send text messages on the train to the Warriors, I said, if you become, my distant blessing, if you come to Qingdao to me the other hand, will be effort to help. Just do one thing, do not let the same thing happen again in the other sister's body. A long time, she only back to my words, take care! Crowded trains, long standing swelling of my feet numb. Three years ago, she slept my bunk bed, An Jingwan about, I call her sister.
I went back to the city I am familiar with, to continue my familiar life. Third Sister called to night, burst into tears. Politely remind the other sisters. I think friends are right, I should be grateful. Return that day, I saw the pull of her dispute with her boyfriend, would always be in my heart feelings, so she let me ride back to their own grief, and seemingly left to their own.
clean up telephone contacts, trance remember the last day of March, received a small hotel in Yangzhou, phone, and then seems to be unparalleled I told her the phone. So all this is Jieyou causal cycle, or held up, I'm the initiator of the victims of unparalleled fire and water. Fate, I had also inadvertently committed the wrong number. Think, when I feel uneasy hard security.
suddenly one night she dreamed. That piece and I like the red color of the clothes, short tail and familiar looks. Seem staggering pace, it is the pace of the injured, or the reflection of everything not ring true.
woke up this morning with dark clouds out the window. I only give her dream of hypocrisy and the false comfort of the Dodge. I turned to leave, letting her fend for themselves.
after all, I'm just a selfish person. Can forgive, but never going past, back to less than woe, to share life and death.
If you can, take a knife to cut off the years, good always perfect, discouraging dusty shelved.
the last day of August is her birthday, I looked at the Third Sister's message,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], suddenly ignorant. Not intentionally, but really could not remember. I thought I had cut off all her telephone, mail, except memory. However, the original memory, unconsciously quietly back in my void.
forgive me. Forgive me for narrow tolerance and fraternity.
as long as you, happy life.
I heard, perception, and then the heart if the seal!
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