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Secret Love, is a silent injury


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crush a sharp taste, such as sub-file, in a time of hope in the fantasy dream crushed into Ji Mo. - Inscription
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Linzi a phone call, let me go to UCC Office of speed, she was there for me. From her feeble voice could feel her lonely feelings of low millet, asked her what, the phone refused to say,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], just let me have to go. As a friend, I know what she is experiencing life difficult for the Kaner, or to her man, would not be so anxious to call me.
put down the work at hand, the fastest arrived on the island. The boxes in the dark, Linzi sad sitting all alone, between the index and middle fingers, sandwiched a thin smoke, smoke-filled. The ashtray on the table, already have three or four of the cigarette burn. On the table, still steaming cups of coffee, full, not moved. The taste of tobacco mixed with the aroma of coffee, unique, dense with small quiet box, a little bit blurred.
see me, Linzi nodded at me, motioned me to sit, but did not speak. Front of the woman, haggard face, sad look, there are like the flowers will soon wither, losing bright, with fresh loss, loss of vitality. This few days have not seen the original fresh beautiful woman who changed a look, it really made me surprised. What made her so haggard, so sad? Doubt in my mind spread, spread. She still stop smoking, continue to sigh, do not care about my feelings. I did not hurry to ask, just silently watched, to accompany her to sit silent.
I know, as she was for me, will say anything to me, but, now, she also needs time to sort out the chaotic state of mind. So patient and so on, waiting for her voluntary opening, perhaps the only thing I can do.
a long time, she snuffed cigarettes, light has been cold sip of coffee, looked up, gazed at me, spit out a word to the faint, Yiyi, and you do not, I am falling out of love the. Then there was a long sigh.
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lost love? Spit out the word from her mouth, and I surprised. Forty-year-old woman, earlier than the love of, without mentioning the lovelorn?
the outsider, she is a happy woman, do not say anything else, for that set of million-dollar villa woman enough to make many of their peers envy. What's more, she also had a positive reading of the University of cute, smart, thoughtful daughter, a successful career, homely and loving family man. In earlier years, she has a quiet in a work unit, and later, enterprise restructuring, she laid off, love do not want her suffering involved, but also do not care about that point of her wages, he let her stay at home, during leisure time watching TV, the Internet , play cards, walk on the streets of what is said, for her lover Zhang organized a high-level fitness center membership card, so spend the leisure time.
some time, she had told me that life was too empty so lonely too boring. At that time, I also make fun of her, was born in fortunate it. Which, like us, have to toil for three meals a day to run around. She said with a smile I see only the surface of the scenery and beautiful, but do not see the inside of the hollow and helpless.
later, because the reality of too many trivial things, I am less contact with her. Occasionally, a telephone, able to feel her happy and satisfied. In her words, to feel her sunshine and passion. I even sigh, generous woman living in the end, nothing to worry about, naturally happy life and feel happy and joyful ah.
However, this long not seen, in front of her, and look just like a disease Sicko, there is no trace of the look and luster.
lost love? Natural does not mean that one of her family. What, then, who have this magic, in a short time to change a person? She will look toward the right
windows, curtains tightly pulled only half the space and half is hidden behind a thin veil. This is the third floor, through the screens, you can vaguely see the streets are lined with tall plane trees, branches and leaves swaying in the wind. The wind rises, the sun is gone, as if to look like rain, a bit boring bit depressing, that against the Linzi's mood, so similar.
Linzi eyes a bit blurred, long, and looking far, everything seems to be ripped through the confusion and pain.
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graduated from the Chinese department of a prestigious university, he is an institution's leadership, has superior ability, outstanding literary talent . In her spare time, wrote a lot of beautiful online chapter. Linzi has been homebound and at home is accidentally saw his online articles, gradually and know him.
Linzi said that his writing is seasoned, sharp thinking, reading his article is a treat, but also a study. Many people post comments in his article, see, he has many fans, is a very popular person. Of course, Linzi is also with this.
Linzi sentimental nature, like to write some sentimental lingering in the online text, telling Xinyu. Through those words, he seems to see a sad sad heart sink in the loneliness and struggles; through those words, he seems to see a woman walking alone in the earth, face mist, the spirit of desolation.
their first chat, the text is started from each other. He knew her situation, he encouraged her to get out more, do not always stay at home. A man, caught a corner of the long-term difficulties, vision will be limited. He encouraged her to read and write more, look at some incentives spirited text, write more positive words, do not always write romantic, do not always write parting Parting,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], a person, the text long addiction Sad sad world, is not conducive to physical and mental development and health.
In short, the first time, he gave Linzi particularly good impression. Linzi said, feeling like a Zhilengzhire his eldest brother, to the loneliness of Linzi warmth and love.
Since then, they often meet online to chat. He Linzi reading his work, his voice is very special, slightly magnetic and vicissitudes of life. Linzi again and again indulge in his voice, blurred ... ...
Gradually, Linzi discovered that they can not do without him, a kind of day not seeing, feeling like every Sanqiu . Every time I saw him, there will be a different kind of impulse and excitement. Linzi said that no such feeling for many years, and looking forward, longing, sweet.
Linzi after he began to experience the feelings of their own, bit by bit words recorded in a published Web site he frequented.
just two months, Linzi wrote dozens of affection for his touching words. Linzi believe he will see a piece of her heart, is able to understand her own heart.
Linzi said, do not expect to get his love life does not want to bother him, only hope, in the virtual online world, he was able to spend more time with her, give her a warm to her faith gave her strength.
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my puzzled look at Linzi, can not understand happiness, Wen Wanxian Ya, she is actually the network will fall into the trap romance fantasy Lane.
Linzi Xu is seen my doubts, she said with a wry smile, outsiders thought I was a happy woman, but who knows my heart?
loving family around him though Gu, can most of the time on a business trip, if not travel, but also in the company busy, back home, but also phone calls. No time to accompany Linzi speak, not to try to figure out Linzi mind. Daughter to college in the field, and only spend a few days holiday before I came back. Connaught large villa, all year round but her lonely woman kept watch.
Linzi afraid of the night, afraid to face the cold of the night, every night before going to sleep, she is the TV on, lights are lit. She said that when night fell, she felt an immense net over her, a million pairs of eyes in the dark, staring at her, so she could not breathe.
She even raised,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], let love do not go out, but, depending on the job, such as life wife said, her work is to provide better living conditions. So, Linzi nothing to say.
I suddenly feel sad, do not know for Linzi, or love to Linzi.
Linzi love for the beloved women and children to create a comfortable and gracious living environment, and strive to work with ecstasy. He ignored his own thoughts is a woman who has feelings, she want warmth, eager to love, eager to communicate, desire for warmth. Happy marriage or not, is not simply to satisfy the rich material. Have practical and spiritual level, only the inner satisfaction and enrichment is the real happiness lies.
and Linzi it, if not so sentimental, melancholy is not so sentimental as to her condition, is the satisfaction. Looking around the home is not a lot of women do not work, do nothing all day, eat, drink, play cards recreation, leisure and beauty it? But why such a woman hit Linzi, and not the reality of wealth and leisure needed peace of mind, so, naturally inevitable emptiness and loneliness of the.
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live a long time, Linzi found, he is like his. Although, every chat, they did not say that those words, but words of each other, are able to feel the love in a surging, spreading. But, as adults they are in restraint of their own emotions.
one occasion, he suddenly called to Linzi, Linzi cried on the phone's name, over and over again, Linzi scared, thinking what happened to him. He said no, but would like to Linzi, hear her speak. At that moment, Linzi was almost happy to jump. He even said that one day he will come Linzi city, stand in front of Linzi, a loving hug to Linzi. Just for these few words, Linzi was moved to tears.
simple Linzi stuck in love, unable to extricate themselves. The days of those who live alone, no longer lonely, no longer lonely, no longer gray. Linzi girls like first love,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], filled with sweetness and warmth. During the day, immersed in his words, feel his joy and pain; night, pondering over his voice and smile to sleep. During that time, is Linzi decades the most happiest day of joy.
Linzi said about this, his face filled with a kind of happiness and satisfaction, but then, look dim.
Linzi said, will never forget the last message, he asked her to get out more, see more of the outside world, isolationism is not good; see more articles to write text; Society protect themselves and cherish their own. That time, Linzi feel like the happiest woman in the world. I could not help interrupting
asked the usual behavior of these being good to meet you feel good, that your lover is not worth your care and love and move on? Linzi said that love for her provide a good living environment, but love never know what she thought.
I suddenly silent. Think of a word, not a good husband and wife couple, not the always the best. If, Linzi do with that life with him online, to really be happy? I asked Linzi, Linzi was affirmed by the full tone gives me an answer.
that message, he became the last Linzi greetings and exhortations. Linzi did not think he was that no signs of disappearing. Linzi unwilling to give up, give him a message on the Internet, using a mobile phone to give him the information, but has not replied. It seems that this person really disappeared from this world the same.
those days, Linzi, such as fragmented as heart pain, crazy thoughts tear the bleeding wound, no cure.
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Linzi turned around and looked at me, like himself, but also like to ask me, ah, why did he have to leave Linzi? He has not loved Linzi? Why would he do that? Why?
I do not know that it is not really loved Linzi, but Linzi love him is true. He suddenly disappeared, along with feel the burden with Linzi, or anything else, I do not know. Perhaps he did not want Linzi too deep, it Jiliuyongtui of it. Perhaps he did not want to hurt each other in the sea conditions before it left quietly. However,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], these may be, who clear where we stand it?
Linzi said to self-serving, it seems caught in a dream, she said that if he comes back, she would forgive him. If he is willing to go along with her, she threw out the current home. She is willing to wandering with him, as long as he accompanied her. Or, let her warm chest against his generosity, even if only once, is also pleased to meet ... ...
I suddenly do not know what to say. In front of Linzi, this time the mood seems to Seventeen-year-old girl, mind full of illusions.
I said, thinking of an illusory shadow all day to live, do not feel empty bored? She said no, because most of the mundane reality, not illusion wonderful. I gasped a cold, really can not understand the thinking and mentality of Linzi.
a love evolved from the friendship, it seems not yet begun, had ended, it is Linzi's sad, or online and the inevitable result?
crush, as the other side of the tea Mi, bright flowers, beautiful and extreme, but it will inadvertently hurt themselves hurt others. Secret Love, is a silent injury. Secret Love, is an indescribable pain. Search and wait and wonder, and inquire, loss and heartache. Not personal experience, how can one truly experience the feeling of it?

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