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face him, I really can not even do not want to give him back the information. First knew him in school, he is my former classmate, because his eyes are very big at my table said, called him \At that time he has a girlfriend to our hostel in a row, so he often came to find her, we can see him. I do not know since when, he began to speak to me, and sometimes stop me the way back to the dorm, talk to me smiling, I go to avoid him, it may be a feeling of uncertainty, because the boys always like to go outside and his girlfriend talking to the girl. I know some of his things,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], all superficial, and always without any sense, but two years after the chance encounter has changed all that.
I saw him in the unit and did not speak to him, just quietly watching him, he did not recognize me, just curious and looked at me and went away. I always work, but in a few days later he appeared in front of me, smiled and said to me: \It does not matter! \
then I go to work when suddenly received a strange phone call in a shallow sense of where I think it is him, but I did not sure, ask him: \Who is? \
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\phone told him, I really wonder how he would call me that?
evening, I received his phone and started talking for a while before things, I know he has a girlfriend, and asked the sentence, he told me long ago divided. I asked what he want, he said, have nothing to talk about it.
I do not know what he wanted, intuition tells me there must be problems. I did not ask his phone, did not want to know. He gave me a message telling me it was his phone number, I then noted. Suddenly thought of Naruto (Yes I used to like a man) said to him: \your. \come back to me. I do not know what it means, but I promised him. Night we walk in the street and see a lot of roadside flowers, he said such a special day today, sending you a gift it. I told him I do not, is when a little girl holding a flower, went up to him and said to him: \far. When he ran when I put the flowers came to me, I did not accept, he said: \\left, until you take so far. \
then on he promised to give me every week, twice, he really did, because he worked in Beijing,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], do not come back often, and sometimes a week, sometimes a month, but will come to me every time he came back The. He asked me to photograph, I asked him: \I do not give, because I do not like him.
he did not care about these is, as always contact me, and once we went out to play, and my sister, and he brought us to eat KFC. I think what he wanted and I said, but paused, embarrassed because he said his sister. Afternoon he will return to Beijing, he took my hand, trying to flow through me, but seeing my sister was at my side will not dare. He is gone, we go home.
later he came back late, or to me about it, took me to his friend's house. When I did not agree to is that he forced me, to the building, my last three steps forward and two steps, that is, not go up, he said a lot, and I know not hide went. They have a lot of people eat together, I do not have with them to a man sitting on the couch watching TV, and thought a lot of things. While they are out to chat casually, I do not very happy, I feel very depressed. He seems to look out on the proposal to send me home, we went downstairs. Along the way, he seemed very happy, said to me: \Lane. I am a bit confused, no one has ever dared to do this to me, I pushed him. He held my hand tightly, I withdrew my hand, turned to go home.
I know I need to hug a person, but not him, but the kind of ambiguous atmosphere, I can not resist. He later came back to me more often, each time holding my hand in the street, and I really want to get rid of, but he let go. My face has always been reluctant, how I wish Naruto will appear to drag me away from him, but feared his presence, fearing that he misunderstood.
May Day holiday, he came back to live in my house next, just looking for my convenience. I do not have to play with him, but my other friends. I do not want to let my friends know him, because they do not know when I will end with him. I did not come back until the evening, he waited in the door, we went to a nearby park, the weather was cold, he put me in his arms, and then want to kiss me, I turned to escape, he turned my face, forcing in my face and kissed it ... ... This is the most intimate contact between us, I am not voluntary.
those days I was not lonely, because he did, but there is pressure on me to associate with him, sometimes I would forget everything, happy to play, but I think that before the depression. I have never, and his first contact, he said I was not really about his feelings,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I do not deny. But he does not care about,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], or very nice to me, yield to me a lot. He bought me a gift, saying that a good come back to me. But when he gave me, I did not accept, and he asked me why I do not accept, I said no need. He also said that I gave you who do not, I deliberately bought you, you do not who will it! I am unsympathetic to tell him you gave anyone can, but not me, then I went home. I saw him down in the eyes, but he did not say a word. I would not want his gift, and I do not want him in too deep, because he said he was a heavy feelings. He regarded me as his girlfriend, and I had him as an ordinary friend, I will never admit he is my boyfriend.
has always been he and I contact him to test me once, and deliberately violated twice a week to give me a call the convention, the weekend did not come back to me. I feel a little less then what? Maybe I'm just used to play with him, give him a text message, call me at night he said he was very happy, today we can see that I am not a ruthless man. I know I cheated, I just efforts to explain to the DPRK, there is no other. In any case, he said change is always on me.
I can not do such a thing, and he is very busy, no time to come back, I did not contact him. He may want to save face, so I care about him, I was not such a person does, he does not come back, I do not care for him. Until one day he came back and I want to talk,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I also bring my sister would not hear him try to say any more. To the summer capital, and he came out, I pretended to ignore him, his sister asked him: \your sister how she said. \We went to the park, he and my sister went to catch fish, I'm watching. Waves of the blowing wind, like a lot, I know how I do. He detect anything, but my sister in the side he did not say, it is so back.
he went to a field, we have no contact, I have a lot of cool, and then I went to the field trip, the day before departure, I saw him in the street, we all said something embarrassing for friendship is finished. I relax on the outside, would like to know a lot, he decided to come back and have a break.
I came back for some time, and he asked me out to talk about, I do not agree, he was angry, long time no contact, and then about me, and I still do not agree, many times I have refused. I know I do not want to face him, but do not want to talk to him, wanted to avoid him so. He knew that face and I talked about is not possible, so to send text messages, and I said a lot, can feel very lost him, I said do understand, he asked me: \replied: \I tried to comfort him not so serious. In fact, he was right, I really can not face him. Ming also because there, let me more determined resolve. I will never forget Ming, is the main reason for me to give up his.
perhaps destined to start a mistake, and I let the error expansion of further expansion, this is a selfish way, it is the penalty for their ruthless men, as reflected in the large number of fact it is the injured woman, woman and feelings more than men, more vulnerable, deeply rooted this idea, how can I easily change it? I hate men, that they are 天下乌鸦一般黑, I just do not want to become a plaything of men, as the fancy of the call, the marching orders are to go, so ... ... my temper thus becomes elusive. I always think it is a relationship between use and being used, but left him so sad, not what I want to see. The passage of time, he occasionally sent me information, I never had reason he thought I wanted him to disappear in the world. He thinks I hate him, I did not, just do not want to see him. Sometimes saw him in the street, pretend not to see gone, we become the most familiar stranger.
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