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<td class=\organizations, crowded, but because I was standing so high and appears distant, strange. I am looking forward to, like God on high, overlooking the living beings, the hearts of both exuded anger, self-deprecating, and the meaning of mercy. Suppressed emotions mixed with the dream of flying has gone through numerous experiences, moments from the outbreak in the body, I looked up his arms, and to flap-like, and then Fenshen jump.
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\I regain consciousness, his face while embarrassing, facing a very different scenario.
This is the highest point of the Western Paradise Park. Isolated natural rock cliffs, through a little artificial trimmed the gap with the ground just 144 meters, is a rare place for bungee jumping. I lined up the left side of twenty or thirty people waiting, with a nervous and excited, should the uneasy feeling, and I want to do the same thing.
tied to a rope behind courage. I thought once again joked together, callous, and wait staff to do all kinds of preparatory work, fencing, open it, I had intended to close sometime, close your eyes, falling to himself.
This is not what I want to fly. Birds fly, could have been such a cumbersome procedure, which is simply torture, is the passion died. Is degenerate.
dream wake up, the weather was surprisingly good. Sun slanting through the floor curtains come in bright and soft. Sprinkle a beam spot on my left wrist, while the cool autumn wind blowing, look at my cozy, the spot will gently vibrate together. Simple and beautiful dream last night, in line with my aesthetic needs simple. In the dream, the way I wanted my Youyi, meticulous, elegant, and complete a flight. I sometimes like a bird in the forest, field shuttle, sometimes in the sky like a roc Ao Yu, sometimes like a train has already left, then went to the vast Xiaoxiao away.
memories of the dream again, a happy joy in my heart. Bungee jumping and white unpleasant experience when the wind. That the risk of hidden emotions in my heart, has also disappeared without a trace. I sat up, Sahuan like to extend a Saturday morning lazy waist.
Admittedly, I have Laotaibuxiao out. The mother has used this trace of blame soft voice talking with numerous times. Sometimes I feel as a person, a lonely heart. However, this does not damage my mood at the moment is better. I am an emotional person, so many years, are also considered as a successful woman, a good performance of the advertising company has for me, emotional is my double-edged sword. I am proud to rise to the first of several cases of ad creative is what I obtained under the emotional. But it is so because condone it, I messed up a few single good business.
on the dresser and sat down, I used a bunch of handy behind. I do not make modifications to the radiant I am still very self disobedient, that laziness and random beauty of nature, what I like and have been pursuing the bloom in their own way.
phone rang from the light clear qin melody, do not tell time, which is nine o'clock. This is his company's practice to let me go. Free, loose me, after the company on track to become a he said, \I seldom go to the company, as the new trendy era of women at home, my office is the appropriate disposition of the perfection of the road.
but also because I can not say that behind the reasons. What is remarkable
small, causing me a trip to the pro? What is the excuse not to coax me Baipao a back, to comfort his Acacia, right? ! Endure for a long time at home, I went to dawdle. Although I suspect this is his trick, but the thought of the years he sacrificed for my heart not help soft.
Perhaps this what day, so many years, in my heart, did not want to admit that I have unconsciously been an attachment to his thoughts and the. Driving on the rosy modified pickup sport utility vehicle, in traffic swagger about it, I went to the company away.
27th floor building in the days of the source, and meet the staff had greeted me the most miles in the General Manager's Office to see him. As usual, he was a look of calm. Although from the eyes, I still see that he could not conceal his affection for me.
you come. His voice is warm, maintained restraint, and I adapt easily.
I know he will have a reason to enthusiastically arrange things to say. However, out of mind and intention has always been sensitive, I do not want him to speak out.
I was going to tell you one thing. I am the first to block his mouth.
appeared on his face puzzled expression I expected. What is it? Chairman, no, snow.
like suddenly occurred to me that he will never say the things the company, so immediately at the request of my past,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], changed his tone.
I told him his plans. To play a full set of acting in his look of disappointment, I like to rush, rush to leave. He did not say to me the reason, it makes me determined to say what his thing. I also sense their own power and ability to drive change from the hi secretly. But one moment, I feel they dim down. The meaning of his guilt deeper.
love me, What shall I return to you? !
order not to create opportunities for him in the evening I was down south.
This is my ninth one person alone travel. Train, pretending to be cool, I look, the mood is not the leisurely on the surface. The brain emerge from time to time and travel alone several times before he bid farewell to the scene. Mixed with memories of the past, so I am confused mind. Heart, sense of loss can not choke, but also increasingly heavy than in the previous trip. As usual, I did not told him where to go, just give him a time limit. It is about six months, six months, the company also handed over to you. Oh, and remember not to contact me. This is my last words to his farewell.
so long! He whispered protests, and a touch of disappointment expression than any previous round in my mind do not profit.
Three days later, so that their unexpected, I actually take the initiative to give him a phone call. Phone is using a mobile phone to play. I was really very boring, rural city in which I am never alone, not the usual landscape of new things, new places strange new joy. I did not say a few words with him, but rather a long time to listen to two days, he said the company's situation. Hear his voice, and I embarrassed the state of mind suddenly. Later, I played too hard during the day even that exciting, so can not sleep, to his upholds the principle of service to god, read several beautiful prose to me.
to the next day I regret it. Sometimes, I always could not help myself, and do mind is rather different. Each time the so-called travel, saying that white is just a means to escape their own, a kind of emotion to take control of a cold treatment. This, too, as time goes by, I gradually lost the preparedness of the heart,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], too far away from him, not consciously toward him, then followed, at a certain time, I suddenly woke up in the already close distance, so he was immediately panic braking. More times, even when he has from the beginning of \But this made me more flustered. Themselves from the cold to warm and then cold treatment has become increasingly short distance, frequency, more quickly, things become more dangerous.
stuck with the status quo heart is expected to tour the coast, has become a kind of torture, in the heart of a breed of indescribable anxiety. So, I ended a four-day trip, a man secretly back to the dwelling in the city.
ask ourselves, love and be loved is a dual physical and psychological needs. Simplified as erotic love, and even sexual desire, it is much simpler. Both, in fact, I do not pan experience. With their own words, is though not to flood, but it does not monotonous. In my eyes,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], love and desire, marriage and love, can be a one-time molding, assembly can be removed also. Each for two people, but also have their own meaning of existence. Can not get the top grade, low-grade, the product is not without is not, is now suitable for the needs of social development. Over the past decade, I have been naive romantic, love to coax hidden from being fictional, touched; also because of love,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], desire and grotesque than not, recognizing the truth of the so-called fall over. These have most of my side that he had witnessed, or listen to me when I'm drunk off the release.
I do not know my love is a feeling how could be so tolerant; know the truth of my life, so why still have a transparent state of mind. To his conditions, such grievances as the ah? Is this all comes down to my charm? This world there is such a true love? Or is \
sleep in the big bed, the sun is still cute as a pain I faint. The imagination in this way, I remember the shuttle up. Gradually, I reach the end and I do not want to ever touch the pain.
a hit, my thoughts panic to jump away.
sleep at home, internet, boredom, trance, to daze, bored, internet, sleep, time to slow to do is torture people. So even survive the day. In the meantime, I could not help but secretly went to the company, and he lived in the area near the two or three times, although not having seen him, but each time mind can stretch some. He's not far away in their own feelings, but also made me feel not alone together.
more time, I was very depressed. Who can come to mind for me the knot solution? Happy, I certainly would feel more pain emerged. Step by step, I feel I'm falling to the abyss. Occasionally blossoming in my good mood with him, every once in, I predict the consequences of more nearly irreversible.
November 9 in the middle of the night, I am sad mood once again outbreak. The process of building up the zenith, because I have experienced many times, and became deft and skilled. Bent look to the lower, market dimly shining neon, motorcycle lighting across, slowly cemented in the eyes of the Ambilight. A rare quiet night, curled up like shadows fast asleep. Cool water the wind blew, my hair flying. I stretched out his hands, closes his eyes, thin sense of love to all. A feeling of flying, in the heart rises.
climb over the fence when I'm ready, I found a white paper on the left side of the fence put there. Near my fingertips. The above appears in the moonlight with a piece of colorful stones. I do not know why, mind that I could pick up a desolate stone and paper.
Yueniang night
(a)
Star No month. Will be rising on the heart.
is the memory of the Bright Moon, Bright Moon, next to the branches, gracefully and rest, into a wisp of clouds whisk her facial hair. I remember I was a man walking the trail in the speckled Seiki, twilight, pointing Bright Moon.
Star No monthly, and only the stars in the Xixi peeing constantly evasive.
(b)
Night Moon Ming clearly know that water.
know it quiet. Sad. Clear. Dim. Warm.
month, thousand mile, I moved in you can not stop.
a mind began to arrive in the moon.
(c)
far the most recent. Thank God I'm far away from the countryside, away from the smoke, away from the heart of the mountains, in my sad, lonely, a person wandering in the city, when the moon has left me. Let her in the sky, high, quiet, warm and know how to crisp. I think this dream-like beauty, this will be, then miraculously returned to me. Let me see the happiness inherent in earth.
because there are beautiful moonlight night. I clearly saw the moonlight bathing the lake is the clear signature that the first prose poem. I did not jump, and no further breeding to jump off the urge to fly, Imitation Of course, the purpose has been forgotten in the ranks. Down the stairs, my heart a lot of incredible calm.
I quietly had a change of heart? Or the moon that night changed me? Or is it because I love this world of poetry, I love the people? Or that of poetry and stones on the Crossroads of the people in my life?
night,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I caught the hearts of dead end once again saved. Let me also once again hope for the future from burning. I finally have the courage to face that hidden pain in my body.
I think I know the poem and who hold the stone in that the.
a person in my face \There he stubbornly persists in the city to stay with me, although not with me, not in my sight, I know him, his love away from me. So many years, I should have recognized the love. So many years, while we wander around each other, but they get out of love for each other process in
. I still did not tell him my back, could not help but like him, I hit a phone call, or send an Email, chat about things no relation, but between the lines could not conceal the feelings are there. A month later, I was a handwritten letter, sent to him.
fourth day, I received a reply.
his reply, very simple, made me cry moved. God, ah, although you tease me, out of such a big problem to me, but fortunately I met you let him. I do not blame you call God by.
again in January, he personally accompany me to the hospital for surgery, took out part of my pain, my loss. It does not belong to me, but to test me, let me experience and growth, and finally let me come back to the desired part of the road.
again in January, in each other waiting for this for many years, we finally can not bear to part of our happy days cut a point, we got married. In the extreme south sea island, a cliff of a seat, we make a wish to the sea. Then I shared with him the gift he gave me.
standing Qiaoya, I Cheng Cheng overlooking the sea at the foot of the blue, my heart has been with Bay pursue the flying dream, happy state of mind at the moment, I open arms. Fly down with him.
India:
I am close to you where to write to you. So many years, this is the best I can think of the warmest expression.
some things I can not say it, one to say, I'm afraid I'm going to disappear in this world, I am afraid it will easily destroy me, I can not fight it in time. Fortunately, you give my love, my heart filled with the love you can not resist, so I finally have the courage to face it.
Who would have thought I actually was a \Who would have thought of a millionth of the airplane select me, he makes me more beautiful than the female. It gives the appearance of my angels, but have a weak heart. Know the true state of my own, I found out their dual character as it is more awkward than people. I can easily identify the people in front of the gender recognition, why have so helpless, had contacts with the opposite sex so erratic. And almost made me miss you. That would be the best of my life can not forgive the pain.
that you have been at my side, no matter how ridiculous I am, how nervous you to your love through me. Let me come back thousand twists and turns, finally finding themselves.
there is nothing more pleasing to retrieve their own thing it?
I am calm, I will smile. For you. Jun
silly angle, my brother, we two kneading blocks and a children figurine.
pinching one of you, I pinched one,
Niede look just like two months.
crush weight and had children, and then pinched one of you, then squeeze a me.
brother who also has sister,
sister who is also his brother.
Sansei stone smirk to the.
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