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The heart that I think my tear can resemble me and blood are cold euqally, such word just is cold blood be, my tear is flowing, but my heart is not sad however, this is why, do I want to also do not understand even oneself? I want to do a filial person, but I do not know how to make gift however,be filial, sometimes I am thinking, if go on the road not careful,be come up against by what thing of and so on, such disappearing, also is pretty good, do not know meeting somebody is me nevertheless sad, perhaps have perhaps do not have, who knows? I had not done what bad thing, also had not killed what person, what my life passes is very drab very quiet also, because I feel I like this kind of life very much, but this kind of life is sick however in people look, perhaps somebody can think my mentally is amiss, my classmate also has suggested I go seeing psychological doctor, but it is very normal that I know me, when because become you,was used to the thing of a few, habit of your meeting disclosure is a kind of very terrible thing, arrived to be used to mostly as a child like me " heart " loneliness and loneliness, but I am mixed in this kind of loneliness however learned to enjoy it in loneliness, did not become to have cranky or it is the person with sick mentally, do not know to calculate do not be a miracle. God has said those who build to the woman is a rib that uses a man, only so man and woman just are together complete, nevertheless I detect I should be a rib that god omits, because I never feel enchantedly, had not liked one, connect me big wife of mother's brother died, I also do not feel too sad, because see on a book before, saying is living person has to gone person too much if caring, can let the dead do not set his mind at. Hear when me she falls ill when be about to be no good, I am thinking she is good to mine, but it is good to mine that the time that I spent for ages goes thinking her, how be also unable to call to mind however, be in our home is one is weighed male light female home, the girl in the home more, the condition plus our home is not very good, my this person is before family not very is talktive, still had done bad thing in one's childhood, the opportunity that so big wife of mother's brother pays close attention to me is fewer, when hearing her to die so I do not feel sad, know when me I am not sad nevertheless that momently, I feel I am very cold blood, the family member leaves, why not sad, I want to cry in those days, but cry not to come out however. And I offend my Mom again today sad, my elder sister and my brother say I am not a person, serving as children is should not offend parents sad, when high school graduates, want to be a soldier, but however by fish it is the person that second liver virus is carried (of transmissibility) , although a lot of people have, but when be turn for oneself truly so not relaxed however, take an examination of an university to be mixed because of failure of the deal in the home again elder sister break off an engagement, compensate a lot of money, chose to run away from home so, native place was returned to begin to work up-to-dately after a year the life, although run away from home one year to did not make what money, but knew 2 best friends however, one is married Taiwan, pass now nevertheless and not very is happy [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], another pass still calculate make do with. Since outer work, although do not have how in allowance home, but also did not let family member allowance at least. Can offend old Mom today sad, because I mention my home kin to be met every time,be very rage, what is kin, be of should mutual help, but why the kin of my home, demote me that is low, the age is old guilty, can saying with others every time is I nag, do not know no matter in what way, but myself knows to be able to marry a person to arrive from me now, they are so called good intention introduction introduced those people [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], what express elder sister to help me introduce greatly when I am 21 years old is one has divorced, still lay the person of wife tendency a bit, 3 watches elder sister mixes 2 watches elder sister only people says I tangle how hard how, of the introduction do not be willing of what, but the person that I also had not seen they introduce however, little one's mother's sister is a side I introduce most, it is in all 3, among them one has not arrived home meet with respect to settle on others, one also is has divorced more than 40 years, still one is written down not clear, this is me the person that those kin say to help me introduce, I should am opposite their feel deeply grateful, and the daughter of themselves is good, all found good person home, this is my kin, much better kin. I never had talked about worry with the person [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], also do not have what worry to be able to talk, because of these year come the life that I learned to cross my, do not live for others, live for oneself only, besides without money, my very satisfactory and current life, but my family never has asked what I want however, had wanted what kind of life [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], just feel I am not sensible, so big still do not marry, let them be said by kin, that is afraid of is me be said by those so called kin so extremely, never also had listened to them to had explained for me, pass a part too when others happy there am me only when wanting to come home, feeling to come home is very dread affection, this is the impact that I do not consider the home probably. Every time when the family gathers, often feel oneself are an alien, want desperately toward inside blend in, but how to also enter however do not go, I think the mainest reason is the cause that I never stay in together with parents, think present children staying behind is much happier than me, I can be the elder of those children staying behind. I offend old Mom today sad, my elder sister calls saying me is not a person, still let me boil, I still am thinking I want not to boil, probably I should want to move out really lived, I had not cried for ages, forget quickly so I still can weep, of effluent tear or heat, really good, prove more or less I still don't calculate too cold blood so, I like a Buddhist very much without do not be about to have seek this point of view, although do not have a person to be able to be accomplished, but can make a person little err, my will meet tomorrow how, I want not to know even myself, the true nevertheless clue that thinks of to get on TV very much moves the life in, look for holiday of a man to marry, cross an in about a year to divorce, such should pretty good also, do not know to have that stupid man to be willing nevertheless, if have, try also end is tasted cannot. Alas, do not know what oneself are saying, farfetched, like me this is planted cold-blooded person, of the pericardium oneself so close, do not let anybody go in, perhaps can live in the world that oneself build only all one's life, what still do not want somebody to do is good, value the person that should cherish or thing, the meaning that just is life.
The meaning that just is life.. This card is final You Na child at 2009-5-18 15:35 editors5 editors|||I think you or the heart that should walk out of my written guarantee, your environment all round is too big also to your influence, I think you are best drop, it is others did not discover only, if can we can become a good friend: 375120709|||Thank a care above all, it is I am very normal next, deformation should be returned annulus be less than me, besides be together with family [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I am very happy between greater part time-sharing, had heard a such words: Day not stick to I fly along with wind, pay no attention to the world all dispute, should be my present life portraiture, ah|||Some things are destined, say like big the daily life of a family should be you is you, how ought not to importune your again impossible also, the each gift that has passed oneself so is true. |||Be, had experienced ability to be able to be known truly only grow, and close affection should be the backing that growRelevant Information：


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