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To the man smoke to an old friend same
No matter you sufferred how old grievance, he the can silent body that uses him is comforted extremely to you
Where the man likes to take this old friend beside so without giving thought to
But one day the man met a woman
The woman tells a man, I do not like your body to go up to often have smoke taste, smelly dead
Then the man respects a woman, put this old friend in a quiet corner
To do not make him alone, he put machine of a fire in cigarette case
"Old friend, not be I do not want to take you, it is she does not like you only, this paragraph of time that I am absent lets igneous machine accompany you "
Whats did not say smoke to just lie silently in that corner
Until one day [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the man drags him wildly from the corner
This time man still brought a friend, it is called wine
Smoke does not know a man how, then he asks wine
Wine tells him, that woman does not want a man
Smoke is silent only, passed a little while, smoke says to the man
No matter what you lost, at least you still have me
" of man forced smile or you are best to me "
Where does the man still go to to taking smoke like before
But smoke knows, when the man gets on him dot, when considering that woman namely. . . . . |||A person is looking ethereal Bai Yun silently
I know I can remember you again know perfectly well think you will be aching, the meeting is sad. . . . . The only method that forgot you thinks you go to those who remember the past one case saying no longer namely no longer child I choose to drink, will forget you regrettablly my seem person did not know where to go to in the heart a person overflows the chill with the special weather in the winter to taking whacker wind without lookingly ground, blew hair and dress nevertheless I felt the shadow that just also did not stay to look at my slow-wittedly is in love respect, with affection most that is destined is most that every time of heartbreak, I forgot you to my saying, let off myself namely however, I am insufficient still try to make a good showing. . . Every time casual a smile that remembers you, the heart base of all pains load one's writing with fancy phrases collapses with a loud crash fall yes, I am not quite firm if,I cannot save myself, you still have so little loves me to ask you, ask you not to torment me again, do not want reappear to be in my heart, ? You leave say child I am so sad that I want what dead Dan Yuezi always has wanted to remember you ever saying to do not have your world, the bell of time still should keep taking the life also is be too even, did not have you. . . I or my life still had wanted the world or this world so I give him time a person silently, I want to request you to be far from my heart actively a day that when go facing you to leave the world silently finally, such. . . Evermore, can harm you and me again without the person cannot forget you. I am not done! ~~~ died only, heart no longer painful. . A year. am I true cannot also forget her again? I do not know me after all really is how. Love a person so tired? I was overcome really. ** your paralytic God must so brush me you he than cannot letting off me? Why to want so right I? I am very tired really. Very tired. Maintain no less than going to quickly everyday labour and capital thinks of you in the evening. Want to cry. Paralytic labour and capital listens every day the song that likes to listen before you. I am afraid of a person really a person was waited for in the evening. Labour and capital is afraid of really. You had thought my what is experienced. For you you know me that year be how pass. I am just like my true good regret really in this year a person that does not have the soul I can not go out to drink every day drink drunk. Only such my ability are asleep quickly. Ability stops to think you. Stop anguish.
I am very afflictive really when thinking you every time really. Aching feeling is very bad really to suffer.
My this lifetime has had love to you, had had painful, have feeling, have complain. If let me choose what to forget, I won't choose this paragraph to remember to the end of one's life, allow my for a long time cannot the feeling of dismiss from one's mind. Love, till be become, but it is harm, I also am willing second await. Beside think in my heart you return me more, had thought very much really. If I am being become together with you,my present friend says do not know me. But I do not care really. Should experience love really for me a person even if be hurt only to mine,the sort of feeling is so good, only painful, I am not had complain the ground that do not have regret to had loved painful over- , all these lets me can forget how, how bear forget. Even if will return again is can painful, why doesn't that let us remember this anguish, do not make oneself painful also do not make the person that loves me painful in a future life. I can have escaped soup of mother-in-law of that bowl of the first month, remember the be sentimentally attached to of this lifetime, probably we have a future life to renew a predestined relationship only, probably a future life also does not have a predestined relationship. But what I had loved and remembered an injury is painful, of affection sweet. I want to leave the feeling that loves you forever, be together till us, never part
I now also not you can return extravagant hopes beside me. I beg old day to give me to let me forget you help only. Perhaps make me new begin a paragraph of feeling. I am overcome really such torment. I want really mad. If have really on this world,be indifferent this holds water thing. Labour and capital calculates lose a family fortune to also can be bought drink. . Hey.
I love you. Good to you. You take me undeserved number. Why I so cheap. . My true good base.
Can fall in love with you. It is the happiness with my this the greatest all one's life. But. What come happily is fast those who go is fast also. I say these here. Think that well-meaning immortal only. Sacred. Buddha Budda. What is good. After seeing. Can help me forget her. . |||I am a rogue. Donnish think oneself very clever rogue.
She relies on to walk the street make money.
A in the recreational city that my criterion is her place " guard the threshing floor " , namely one looks after the house dog.
We are living, for living. Without ideal, aimless, without pursuit. At least I am such, because I am a rogue.
We live together. Because I am to alone body for her strange,she and I am together be can block wind the large tree that take shelter from rain, after all she is a woman, need can rely on chest. Because,I and she is together I " love " she, love her body and her fund. She is right I from not stint cherish [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], because she is a hooter, degrading hooter. I also how the heart manages accept, because I am a rogue, shameless rogue. The rogue is merciless, the hooter does not have love. I know she also knows. Sustainable without the person his wife once was a hooter, unless he is right the its utterly ignorant before her. At least I think so, the rogue also is a person. But we still are together.
Because of her I and others were hit frame, sufferred an injury, and of the injury very heavy. Fight to me, just like like wanting to wash a face to brush one's teeth everyday, it is a kind of habit. Getting hurt is often. In the hospital she cried, she says I am foolish. I say to want me to be in only, I won't let anybody harm you, for you I can do anything. She touchs cried again. Actually? Because defend is scampish,I fight is " dignity " . She is my woman, the woman that moved me is the action that does not put me in the eye to be provoked to me apparently. Does be apt to of my how could stop be willing to give up? How to still mix in the future otherwise? I why so say? Jest, this thing is put to every man body I dare assure to be met so say. I am not say confused talent, but she is a love those who be duped is goofy.
My be addicted to bets by nature, penniless. I live over her, helminth is same. That is a when she hires single boarding house, only 30 make the same score rice, two individual occupy go appearing very crowded. I still was moved. She also hopes I come, she says to male qualified personnel calculates the home, she still says to like this home, return only " " just feel oneself are resembled " person " . She asks I like her, can you disrelish her dirty? I say to like, won't cold-shoulder. She says to work two years to earned enough money not to work again, leave this dirty town, want to go there to go together with me only, live the life of normal person. My come to an agreement or understanding. Look in me, she is brain was to give an issue. Can the hooter live normal life? Perhaps. Scampish can? Perhaps. Can hooter and rogue live normal life together? Not.
Hers is me. My eat and drink her, leather shoes of dress leather belt, even she buys pants head sock for me. She looks very invigorative, if glad word can be done on one times for me,come off work by day " big " breakfast, her hutch ability dare not flatter, likelihood I am to eat be used to outside. But what I still eat is very much, put on a pair very enjoyment appearance says delicate. She often still is pulling me to shop, this is her hobby, woman such. I feel disgusted very much to shopping, man such. Can push so push, can procrastinate, hide to be perfunctory nevertheless really. She does not like to buy masked article, but that is the wrapping paper that she sells the body, she must be bought. The thing that she likes to buy ursine and so on of wool of wool of a few rag baby like dot, original not capacious room by these strange things almost stack, arrange her everyday this caboodle toy wants a large number of time on the flower, but she or happy amid. She still likes to resemble an elephant housewife buy containers esp. for use in the house of a few family expenses euqally, chose the dress to also become her one great pleasure for me repeatedly. Those who make me helpless is the opinion that she is buying a thing to always like to ask me. I say only appropriate, good, beautiful. Not be my this pauper draws out money anyway, informal she. The funniest is she is pulling me to be illuminated according to marriage gauze unexpectedly. Drape marriage gauze, nobody knows she is a hooter, she resembles a true bride.
Every time we finish she always likes to let my cuddle be in the bosom, bend over the chest in me slowly sleep. Is I ask and be being done with others to also want such? She says to cut, just not be. Who is believed?
I am not very care about her. Ask about her one's life experience rarely, she also does not wish to allude, there is an ambiguous knowledge only before to hers so, she is born in a small town, have the stepfather of a birds and beasts, she escapes. I just find her mediate a settlement together happy, and feel bright with my sex ability only, with me. . . . I am her in this city, this world's only family member, without me she does not have law subsist. I say I also am. I still say I love you forever. Does she ask really? I say. . . . She asks is much further forever I say. . . . .
Indulge I of gamble want money to her I have skill very much. , I say. . . . . She gave.
Several, I say. . . She says. I say. . . . She says to be no good. I say. . . . She gave again.
N second, I say. . . She says. I say. . . . She says to be no good. I say. . . . She says to be duped no longer.
I say. . . I say again. . . . I say again. . . . She is forced.
We lived very long. I also cannot think of. Because she is too indulgent,the likelihood is I. The regular meeting that should put forward to ask she can be accomplished only promises me, money, the body. Nevertheless time let me had lost interest to her body, only rich. I had felt she cannot leave me, be opposite so her manner and the difference that beginning is heaven and hell simply. Say no longer some honey-tongued, eating the meal that she does, be absent to shop together with her, be absent. . . . . Of for no reason at all invective beat up, want to be less than money, once died what she hits partly even, often still drive away her take feminine pass the night coming home. She was pregnant, say be me. Say to did not want to work again, want to be born. I lean, jest, may it have 100 father? Are you not dry? What am I defeated by so much money to be counted on to break up this? I was not denied, but say to must be destroyed. She is loath, but still went. I discover her later and did not hit, I am very rusty, say how you are me certainly? She says to be born to be able to be done sturdy, I say to be no good, she holds to. I hit her, play her gut desperately, pull her forcibly, fool her fair-spokenly to go abort, the doctor says to have risk too late. . . . Hit. As a result of for many times abort, she is lifelong cannot bear. What she cries is very sad, I was fooled fully 3, 4 days. Before long, I hit her again, is reason you not " the job " do we drink wind?
Either when lacking cash, I go there her rarely. She also says to want to leave me, but always via living my honey-tongued with menace, she cannot leave me, expect my change one's views. She is just like a gambler to me, know perfectly well already it doesn't matter hopes but return those who expecting a miracle to appear.
Before long, I went in. 4 years. Harm, scampish. . . A few little guilts collect go to, 4 years.
I regret. Regret into comer.
Have many 4 years again far? See you how pass. Here, 4 months still grow 4 years than you. Do not believe you to be able to try.
What to expect here? Why living? 1 be released from prison 2 somebody visit 3 commute a sentence. I have a dear one, I sentence 4 years they are very angry. If be capital punishment,I think them to be able to open sweet Bin Qingzhu to break up. Although the friend comes, also be in about a year nevertheless. Only she often sees me, because compare far, she also can come at the beginning of every month in and month out only. She comes, smoke, eat, use. . . Nature is little not, she is so right at that time for me expect like goddess advent simply. At that time, I did the deepest self-criticism to her, say to wait for me to come out, must take you to spend superior time. Still say " I love you " " should be together " , look now what say at that time also is true, do not pass even if the expiration period is some briefer, allow easy metamorphism.
I received labor order. Goofy ability is not thought out. Quick treatment of the commute a sentence in work number is delicious good, fat eats, still have bit of allowance, can buy two smoke to smoke. We often come out to work, enjoy sunlight and cool breeze. Also can enjoy inside " be on the lookout " . Nevertheless that is to be in the room like an iron basket, person group is just like one column draught animals inside same, the purpose is to be afraid that we are mildewy long hair.
"Lose ability to know to cherish " free before, I pass to care again. But I know it is how precious now. Be worth even a beggar me to envy, the life of yearning freedom. What inside I think is very much, look forward to " future " it is my killtime good method. I want to be done well really " person " taking her to pass " happy " the life.
Fast came out. What I mix inside is pretty good. I very battle appearance, every time the thing that she brings for me was divided entirely go down, and never bully a person, also must not others bullies a person. They very envy me, say I have good fortune. Their wife, the woman is like her very one of also not crooked gets along bout. I am complacent. I expect her. They also are, with her money, I let a friend help 4 my dredge, I am decreased go 3 times, ahead of schedule half an year came out.
We live together as before. But this I should take the right way. She is doing a hooter as before, earning money hard. The saving that I sell the body to go out a few this years with her and for me east borrow collect is taken on the west 100 thousand bought a freight car quickly, run short distance. I desperately run, not regular Morpheus made me thin drop 20 jins, it is only some earlier vehicle fund (one part is the total saving that she betrays the body one part to her friend) a debt of honour with me (I of those dear ones that once loved me) still go up. Our try every means saves expenditure, she also does not shop in be fond of, when having a meal even, she eats only so little, excuse says to reduce weight, left me, say she knows those who expend painstaking effort to driving for long is to comparative. Although that paragraph of time is sufferred from, but a paragraph of life with our the happiest life. I say to holding to us 2 years to be off to distant parts.
The car was bought, I from moved over there her. I am overcome to live difficultly, because I am scampish. Blessing is not enjoyed, why? Return money? Let its absurd go.
There are 4 my of bit of capital seize a chance to seek private gains on the hand, seam. Want to make money only, my whats work, if the thing lays the issue of blame,be the business that hooligan does then all over the sky, age mixes big one why again that is pure it is goofy. The person passes 30 days to cross midday, I cannot miss this man life " noonday " . I after many effort am small have results, if do not return money, I am OK of indulge in dissipation spend quite abundant time. She often looks for me, but do not say a single word the responsibility that returns money. I estrange as far as possible her, the likelihood is a day good think her one foot spurn, see her all over uneasy, dirty moldy flavour is full of in air, be bored with of the inarticulate in the heart. She becomes aware. But she can how? Likelihood this my essence, I once also had blamed myself, but that cannot have been changed. Till a day I am irritated, hit her. She cried, scolding me is not a person, it is brute conscience was eaten by the dog.
I liked to go up a girl. Because she has,be giant familial, she is a lucky star of my money way. But a day this girl is unidentified of the reason say to part company with me. After many the inquiry, know she has come, cut what I go told her completely. I enrage scamper. I go looking for her. Recreational city says she is very long will not go to work.
I was returned " " . Very long had not come back, but the lock was not changed as before. I open the door with original key, in house very random, and it is wine gas completely, the mixture of flavour of smoke flavour perfume tastes. She lies over to look at TV, what body form shows is gaunt. Also feel even me she is pitiful, after all the fund that she trades with youth is built entirely was in on my body. Prostitute schoolgirl of these a few years destroyed alive her body and soul, and I pricked one knife deeply in the heart in her again. My some apology remorse, so I cause her, after all conscience has not been eaten off entirely by the dog.
She sees I come, appear very amazed, should know me to did not have dinner she is very glad prepare for me. In the kitchen I show one's purpose in coming, we made a noise to rise again. I say she destroyed my career, she says I destroyed her lifetime. She is right my shout abuse, say how much how to much paid for me, how she what these debt press is like why. . . Should break with my favour justice definitely, want me to return money to give her immediately.
I want to return money to her originally, live as to, that is impossible, perhaps I can offer her the compensation of materially. But the head that the teacup that be used by me exasperate smashs her [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], say to return money? Do you borrow money to give my evidence? She is muddled, say not to return money to tell a court. I say. You go accusing me, I wait for you, throw the door and go. With my present human relation, does to her such other place lose can the woman mix I? Was jest nodded?
I as before of appearance of person model dog living. Cry with forefathers " boss " the person cries now " manager " . My interfuse brownstone. Black and white two naturally that mix have look, she did not accuse me, also did not look for me again, busy do not leave hand in me to forget her in the one corner in the heart.
Between feast, she came. She already unlike about, the hair is shock, black rim of the eye is carrying grain of very deep more than end, the top on the head is worn fast dirty medicine cloth came quarrelsomely. She will be troubled by me. Cry call shout curses, lift a table, kick a chair, me dog blood drenchs of the head tongue-lash, who bars who to scold, to in the street shrew, scolding, waiting for me to hit her. Attendant it is the person that a few have a head to have a face. Can I do it? I am awkward how is knowing good, forcibly pulled her.
She looks for me again, it is to be on the street. I did not hit her. Not be not to think, be cannot, because of the identity.
I am taking 80 thousand money to look for her. She still lives in that, the lock was not changed as before. She is crinkly when I am latter in the corner, building very large quilt, what did not see medical cloth is replaced on the head is an ugly scar. She then deputy appearance lets me feel funny. I throw money in hers to be gotten on, say I can return money you, are not in be troubled by me, you want how many money I can compensate you. Say face about to go. She spends money after the head that is made in me, it is all over the sky, say chilly to there is money are you marvelous? You owe me return forever not clear. . . .
She did not look for me as expected again.
I had sought a few women again. Rich some minds my one's lot, care about my belongings poorly. They very the ways of the world, let me feel to have 16 only, the girl of 7 ability is pure lovely. But I already 30 years old.
I by bilk. It is the half belongings that I cheated me almost when brotherly person all the time. From now on I am absent believe any feeling, it just is to build what go up in the interest.
I am ill. Although a lot of people come,see me. But it is come for the job, what I do not need greet affectedly. What I need is true care, hair from the heart. I had been experienced, i, some are alone. I remember her, but I am very sensible, I know we won't have good result together.
I go again she that time, taking 40 thousand. I am not quite bounteous also after be being cheated, but such my understanding are installed a few. Her whats did not say this. But money she did not glance.
I thought to end from now on. But either. She came again. I am accompanying a guest to have a meal. Make me very accident.
She has some of slovenly as before, any expression cannot see on her face. She also was not troubled by me. But I am afraid that she is in what be troubled by or pulled her forcibly. I and she said a lot of, but she seems to listen no longer. I return retell, the dagger of a shining appears suddenly in her hand, come to my brandish, say to want to kill me. Dagger can browbeat life, but she is a woman after all. She is brandish arrived on my body only. I by her of arise suddenly cut. But she still is Koed to be on the ground by me. My helper is very heavy. Because of me very care about oneself only, care about oneself life. She already was harming me. She committed suicide. Cut wrist, and brandish is worn dagger prevents anybody to stand by. Blood dripped one ground.
Those present by aghast, I also am. That momently the life that I just know to return somebody to agree to harm his for me unexpectedly.
I rushed forward, just be seized to cross her sword by her cut few points. Press her hand Wan, will thin fight with her chicken is euqally light almost go up in the shoulder, have an idea only, send a hospital. In front of the car that takes to me, I just discover I cannot drive, because of me must the cut that a hand presses her. Does a hand drive? Be no good, she won't be darling go to a hospital with me. I barred a few times rental, but the car on the hematic person that who dare pull two is blood all over? I still am carrying that dagger, the likelihood is me too nervous forget threw away.
I am mad also. Fortunately a friend of experienced and knowledgeable all corners of the country is my rescue sb from a siege.
In the hospital she still does not agree to cooperate cure, be injected to be squeezed composedly forcibly. . . .
Next period of time, I quited the job, everyday for company she, be afraid of her redo what hooey. But my two very few conversation. Because I do not want to be in,cheat her, do not say lie, do not have a word naturally to be able to say. I won't have said true word. I want to express with the action only, I should accept you.
I say you I bear one scar you are off to distant parts. She laughed, say your be willing to part with or use abandons present achievement and me going to new place beginning afresh? I say be willing to part with or use, she laughed again. I say to believe me, I am harming you, I can take you [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], taking you all one's life, give me the chance again, for the last time. Her very happy laugh, laugh let me be at a loss a little.
She has approached recover from an illness [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], look color is very good, the humor is good also.
Brushstroke is very big very profitable deal came, but I was not done, still for company she. She persuades me to let me work, do not worry about her, at that time is her only temporarily actuation. I say to wait for me to receive you to leave hospital.
Leave hospital that day, I go receiving her, the nurse tells me she went in the morning. I ask and who, a person goes the nurse says. She is answered " " , I understand her.
I am returned " " , so dirty chaos is returned in the house. Landlord says for ages to was not handed in hired, ask whether I live even. . . . I look for her everywhere, but she to like disappearing, evaporate. Perhaps she is to go beguilement, she can come back certainly, I understand her.
. . .
I find a nurse, what to ask she went to stay? The nurse shakes his head.
I think she can come back, I understand her.
. . .
I return busy job again in the center, but the all the time is absent missing her.
Very long, I should be returned " " go looking. Those who discover the home runs is very orderly, the spotless that clear away.
I am excited unceasingly, she has come back! I am in " " wait for her, I know she can come back, I understand her.
. . .
But she had not appeared again.
. . .
I am disappointed, ever also had wanted to search, is the sea of faces boundless and indistinct where look for?
I developed again, but richer, I can feel emptier. My this ability discovers, I am penniless really. I am alone. And I cannot bear more and more this is alone. I do not think her hard, but the more such, her shadow the more around move I. Have more time, feel alone more, I lose incorporeal the body just like, mechanical life, work hard, make money ceaselessly, make money, do not let him idle come down, with alcohol tobacco paralytic oneself, paralytic oneself.
She did not come back from beginning to end. Don't I perhaps understand her? She so went? What also did not stay went? Even if a piece of brief note also is done not have,stay. Did she go over there? That city can can take sb in she in that way woman? Is what without support she passes good? Still be in be cheated. . . .
Cannot cheat oneself again. I need her. I go looking for her, that town that is born in her child. That is a not quite big small town. I found his home, but see him only stepfather of that birds and beasts. I did not hit him, because he has been a very bad old man. It won't be long perhaps I also am met such.
I find bilk even my person, but also fail to find her. I am bought with the method original that " " , over, I hanged gauze of that piece of marriage to illuminate, a flower is placed on the desk, reach a piece of very marked brief note. I go everyday almost, water for that flower, my what be full of a hope to open the door every time hand can tremble, the door opened, everything still is everything original in house, but I should be searched for break up, want to find a trace that makes me excited. Besides disappointment it is helpless.
Lost ability to know cherish. The talented person that once had lost only meets those who understand me to experience. I want to say: I meet the opportunity that if God gives,I had come to afresh. . . . But I do not have an opportunity to say forever.
I owe her, what she says no less than, I still do not rise, forever. I what this debt presses am suffocative.
The flower died, of unidentified reason dead. "" sold, along with furniture. Had done procedure yesterday. "" had been absent belong to me. I entreat house-owner to be in let me leave on one evening. Last evening.
Before computer, knock this paragraph of word, tian Yeliang. Of day break really early. And I also should leave.
Alone, it is the penalty that God gives me, I admit my guilt. Lifetime of my general loneliness. Bearing the debt that still is not over forever.
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