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Poison


<td class=\In their eyes, I am a mystery, like the woman. Have a fabulous face and the feelings people have pity.
they think they gave me the most precious thing: a lot of gold and silver jewelry, pavilions, famous paintings ... because they want to be a trace of interest that my eyes cold and the loss of reason. They all considered themselves to make me happy man. They wanted to physically, spiritually conquer me completely. But, no, no one can!
I belong to myself.
Yang mother said to me: the best weapon is the face of a woman, but this time is very short arms, so be sure to have good use of limited time. I know, I'm not a stupid woman. No one can ratio, and me, just because they are not me, they do not I have a complex past.
hours, very, very small, I was very happy. A father, a mother, a brother, we lived in a deep courtyard. Indulgent father and mother, I always spend too much time with me. At the time I smile is the most common expression. Because my father and mother said with a smile, is the best looking girl. But then one day, home to all sorts of people. Father and mother and their noisy. Still later, father and mother fell in a pool of blood. Brother disappeared.
I came to the Young mother's side. Only from that day on, I will not laugh, the kind of laughter from the heart of the comfortable!
I brought the matter to more than a day, young, old, tall, fat, thin, short, and Jun, the ugly ... ... but they are very rich. They are willing to spend big bucks for me. I sing for them, watching them dance, drink and chat with them, of course, Spring Night moment with them. There are too many people around me, stroking my face goes masterpiece, muttered: Ruoxi, I want to ... ... Ruoxi ransom for you, if you're not born here, that the more good ?
... ...
I laughed, laughed! I yelled: I naturally belong to this place! Greeting sent, I always looked at all this indifference.
just one day back in the lake trail, encountered a trouble. This should be considered a minor annoyance, but can not think this is my life, the beginning of troubles for the break.
a group of people are, and look like a poor scholar who tear. That the student has a pair of people to never forget the worries of the eyes. He was tugging at the collar, the pain and helplessness cried: Please grace some time, the niche must pay twice ... not be heard, a mockery of all the people: do not double, but double? Scholar's face up the red, his eyes, his eyes! Full of worries, like my eyes!
I let the girl quietly sent a few of my body. Another a little time, he, the scholar found me. He did not dare look up at me, he did not like the past, the men look at me naked. He told me his misfortune, the parents love or not, he had forced to fend for. But naturally there are hidden dangers in the body, can not seek to coolies survival, but not yet to achieve fame. He is also very unfortunate. My heart Huer Yi Chan, and perhaps he will be the one that makes me smile. Young mother without telling me he was a quiet settled place. I heard him tell, to accompany him play. So, when he first hugged me, I did not resist.
I think I have fallen in love with the melancholy man.
only later, he had become increasingly irritable. He always wrote a poem of paper crumpled, thrown all over the room. He Yong Shounie my cheeks, nervous and asked: Ruoxi, and why? Why do I want you now happy that such a woman get? His hands tighter and tighter, I hurts, shed a few tears of pain. However, he did not see. Then he fell in love with the drink, all night, and stop drinking, stop crying, stop asking God: Why am I so unfortunate? Why did no one pity me? ... ...
I laughed,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the most brilliant smile. Yes, he, unfortunately, he did a poor person, including me! I can only leave him, as he began to come to me in my life, there is not any reason!
I still loved by the man, because I was the most beautiful woman.
I met him, rumors that he is most passionate people in this capital city. He has a distinguished lineage, but, but not remarkable arrogance. He would have everyone smiling, including the street beggars. He will be very gentle work out a number of coins from the arms delivery in the past. Sisters telling each other the feelings of his many women. He's loved by thousands of women, as I loved by thousands of men.
he came, came in front of me,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], smiled a gentle smile, clenched hands and my cold cold heart. He said, Ruoxi, I come, stay with you! Yes,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], he stay with me, not me with him! His boat with me, with me practicing. Dance with me, listen to me cry, wiped away tears with me. He told me very good, really good, he always blame me well behaved, there is no good good sleep, not listening to his persuasion. I seem to have begun to imagine living with him to the old situation. There will be a large group of children, there will be a lot of laughter, there will be a lot of happiness. But, he said to me, Ruoxi, you have to wake up, even the best dreams, but also a wake up that day, is not it?
me and him, a dream? Yes, he said, because he could not love me, his world, I can not tolerate such a background! Why not? Because there is no love, just that simple. Not all the people together because of love.
he does not love anyone, he just wants to prove - his charm, his gentleness, his passionate. He said a better face on like a poison, his heart could not close. He said he just did not want to see me in a lonely crowd lively.
I laughed, and still shines. He told me really well.
I burned my love poems he wrote, threw away the Yaoqin he sent me, there are many, many things he was my. Just my memories with him, how could you have forgotten? I suddenly no longer depressed, no 拒人于千里之外 cold eyes.
the world marveled at the changes in me, they say, the courtesan Qinhuai peony in full bloom. I laughed out loud, wandering between the different men.
I know, I smile, I am more beautiful than the cold! More and more brilliant literary name of my business comes Gu Mu, I tired to socialize.
suddenly one day, all the people all disappeared, leaving only one person. I've never seen a man. He used the money for I can not imagine I refused all the men but him coveted. I should thank him? No, it was his money to help me have the freedom, to have a brief quiet.
he was very far from the capital came as I come from for my peerless face. He will not let me do anything else, just quietly sitting there, not singing, not playing, do not dance do not drink and chat, just sitting there, quietly. He stared at me, eyes are blinking a blink, his Muguangruju, but the same pain as the knife,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], to see what, which will hurt.
He said I was poison, people unable to stop the poison. If not me, he would not be painful. If I was not poison, so he would not hate me.
I have not hurt the ability, but have the potential when the killer. Originally, Yang said her mother is really such a powerful weapon! So, when he paddled a knife about what goes on my beautiful face, but I do not hate him. I thank him for the fate of a living out of a brothel, no longer is a poison! No one knew me, even though I was standing in front of them.
the scholar, or the like, melancholy eyes, furrowed brow, still complaining about the injustice of his God. Thank you, he did not recognize me.
affectionate son, also did not recognize me. He was so gentle, so that people see a warm heart. Remove the silver from his arms, he was handed a pair of holding over a thousand times a million times my hands. He said to me,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the sound is still sweet: sister, big sun, do not work hard, find a shady rest under. He is still very good to me. Although he had not recognize the scars in front of the face that he had given to women is the dream Ruoxi. His side still has a charming face is lovestruck woman looked at him.
Unfortunately, not me, never will be me.
I can not rest, I have freedom, but also independently take the courage to survive.
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brother, is his, because only brother is in this world will cry for me man. Brother said, even if I was poison, the most pro-people will drink it, because the only way I can live!
Ruoxi life, feeling worthy of geometry?
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